be myself~

now adays alot of thing to do...
nid to learn this nid to learn that la...n if u dun learn...4ever u dun learn something...

i really wanna be 17 or 18 now...so that i can drive n do wateva i wanna do...
i really wanna be myself...like...whenever i wanna do ..i juz go 4 it...
i dunwanna ask my mother to fetch me up n down...i dunwanna ask my parent if i can go out
i dunwanna stay at home n do ntg...i dunwanna be boring...
i wanna go n do work...i wanna hav fun wif my life...
i wanna be rich so that i can go shopping...
i wanna do everthing...i wanna go collage rite now...
i wanna be alone...i wanna stay at home n play computer...
i wanna play piano so that no wan talk to me...then i can be peaceful...
i wanna go shopping myself...then i'll be happy...

i wan my mom to buy me a laptop...but she told my this 3 month no money to buy...so i hav to wait...i feel so hurt about it...
i wanna go find house to stay by my own self...but my mom say no money...
i wan a car so that when i can drive..i can juz start the car n go anywhere i wan...but she say no money...
i wanna be more hard working to ask my mom to buy me sumting or bring me anywhere i wan...but im tooooo lazy...
but i dun care...
i hav to be hardworking now...so that i can ask her bring me go australia to find my fren n go shopping...
n also taiwan...
n also spain...there is the place i wanna go 4 my collage...coz mostly fashion designer came out from there....

this is my 2nd job if my 1st wan cant exist