my cousin say wan is true ah???

my cousin say de...izzit ture??
she say me n boys are closer wor....izzit ah??? i dun feel leh...dunno she la...hope she is rite la....coz my tuition teacher say me is the type of girl who hate boys....izzit zah???
if it is...then i wont like him la...or siting wif a boy now la...
really wan to do a experiment...but dunno how...

hu noe tell pls!!!

so many cloth...bcoz of u...

bcoz of u...i buy alot of cloth...
i buy so many cloth is bcoz....so that i got cloth to wear when im wif u.....to the place me n u want to go....but the thing is...when u going to talk to me again o....for long long time i very less talk to u leh....if dun count 'hi' la...hahaha
but really...when u going to talk to me again like last time u use to be...cant imagine la...dunno when....
now juz feeling down.....

wat the....

i juz went in his profile n c....
guess wat i saw???
i saw he put the picture of his keychain on his profile....n the keychain is his gf giv wan....haiz....like me meh???
wat his chiness name also dunno....haiz....no use la me...
i think i should giv up liao....
even i still like him...he also wont like me de....n also...i dunno when he going to pisah...
feel like tooooo long already...waiting for u is really long time....
haiz.....
c how la....

wanna kill him....

arggggg.......
at skul ah...always bully by him....haiz...then today ah...i really got abit angry at him...coz he say me that i dunwan heard de words....but he say it....in that momment...i feel i wanna kill him...then i never talk to him untill after skul...dunno y....i really dun like myself...abit then angry...angry bcoz not about the thing happen or other ppl...is im angry about myself....angry about i cant control myself...haiz....
but really i dun like u all called me that name....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

she....

i feel that she wan cham HER more then me....dunno y after change place....i sit wif a boy n she sit wif HER....then everything she tell me also got HER name wan....feel like in her heart im not her fren liao....
i really dunno how she think...evrytime ask me go out after 1 teacher's period...i also dun1 go...coz they go out also will pass trought down there de class...n when they pass trough there....they got fren go find them n chat...only im the stupid wan...hu stang there n wait....so from now....i very less go wif them...coz even wif her go down...those ppl asli find her....but it cant be wif her only...coz she will ask HER...so now i rather dun 1 go out....n stay at class bully the guy...but end up is he bully me...hahahahahaha

i thought...but actually....

i tought she angry at me coz that day i was asking my fren to teach me how to play the "cube of rubic"....then when he teach me i keep on say yes to him...then she tell me "if SHE cum back ask Her go next door find me".... but i dint heard it...but she thought i did...n actually i didnt...then i go rehat wif other fren...coz i didnt heard...then after few days...i heard from another fren that the fren say she hate me bcoz of the time i never go find....i scared she angry so i never rehat wif them for 2 days liao...hehehe...but now ntg liao lor....everything back to normal....
hahahahahahahaha..............

him....

u noe???
im waiting u ask me out again...but...in yr eye only her....so hurt...when only u ask me out again???
tomoro??next week??next month???next year??next 10 year??holiday that time???or u pisah that day???
i wait to long liao...now...feeling wan giv up on u...i really cant feel when u going to break up wif her....if u r...when is it going to happen???after i got boyfren or after i giv up on u...huh???when o???
pls god let me noe earlier....so that i dun get hurt....
but very happy that day u sit same chair together wif me...really dunno yr gf saw anot...hope she dun mind....sorry....

shopping so boring....

that day friday i went shopping wif my family...coz got dinner cuming soon....n no slipper to wear...so go buy lo...i buy 2 dinner slipper...n i want to buy a normal go out slipper...but i cant buy it coz my mom n my sis keep ask me to go bak...they very tired....
i tell myself next time either go myself or go wif the fren who love to shop...hahahahha.....no wan can stop me....hehehehehehe.......
show u my dinner slipper....c nice anot....hahahaha








boring bcoz...they fan me faster go bak....n i cant buy the things i wan...haiz....so boring going wif them....

time going so so slow....

u noe wat?? juz now at last period he cum in to my class...but he sit behind there....so cant noe whether he got look at me anot...haiz....then my fren ask me can teman her go down take sumting from another fren,i say ok....after that...we go bak class...but too late liao...he when bak class le...haiz...then after skul that time...he puss a guy till infront my class door...but i dint saw it ,they almost kena me...but i 'sim' very fast...so no kena....but i can feel that he looking at me when i almost kena....dunno y...juz feel it....

n another wan...after skul waiting for my mom to cum that time....he long long long time no wait there n chat wif me liao...so sad...dunno when he chat wif me again...haiz....

dunno when....when can i go the place wif him n him....together....i think will b fun...hahaha...but mostly i think they wont...haiz....but

NEVER TRY NEVER NOE

but when can i noe....time juz going tooooooo slow....too too too slow....cant wait anymore ah......

haiz...

feel like going...

so long i no update...now i juz keep thinking about going to that place...i noe i tell u u sure say cheh..so i dun 1 to say...the place i think is so so romantic if i can go wif him....but 4 so long already...he still....haiz....dun1 say la...say liao feel wan to cry...
if can i dun mind he think me as fren but juz that...hope he really can teman me go...dunno he dare anot leh???
so good they can go out...but me.... almost 2 week no go out liao...so boring at home...wish can faster over pmr!!!then i can ask him to go to the place...hahahaha

juz only can think...haiz...

wanna open a new blog...

i really wan write about him in my blog...but this blog can...another blog can...that wan can lock also...so good...no wan can noe when u write in that blog...so so good....this blogspot leh...cannot de...haiz...really cant write about him....ok lo...nvm lo....ask ppl else about it la....hahaha....
if open that wan ah...haiz...have to go do everything again...hehehehe....

so ma fan!!!

take report card!!!

aiyo....so cham la me...giv my mom scold again...haiz....very tired lo...bcoz of report card....somemore the teacher stupid wan lo....haiz...dunno how to say liao la...haiz.....
my mom take my bro report card very fast but my class very slow....n she got no.10 in the class have to wait la...so she say she fetch my sis go skul 1st...then cum back n take...when she cum back...still not nher turn yet...so she got angry liao...haiz....then scold me after take...haiz....
when i wait o...i saw dao him....long long time no look at him liao...after let ppl say...haiz....dun dare le...all also this year let ppl say...so cham...as fren also cannot....dunno y the feel still there...aiyo!!!! dunno which wan to chose la...so ma fan !!!!haiz........

which wan better leh???

which wan i chose leh???

which wan i like more leh???

which wan i love more leh???

which wan is good to me???

which wan play wif me more offen????

which wan??? which wan???

so fan!!!!!!

have to start keep...liao

aiyo....getting fatter n fatter la....aiyo...cant tahan la...must start liao...start from tomoro...after 1 month must lose at least 2 kg....if not i'll die lo......hahahaha....must lo...if no wan like jiu...haiz....

my mom!!!

i really dun like my mom wan lo...suntime...suddently ah...get angry liao...so hate it lo....like juz now...my thing in the car then she go bank then i call her lo...n i ask her faster cum back...when she cum back my class already late 10 min...summore i change my cloth leh...already another 5 min...then ah she scold me say y never say u wat time start...nv even call teacher also...bla bla bla...de....haiz....heard untill fan ah....y she always like that de....stop 1 day cannot wan meh???
i still rmb on my this year b'day is in the 3rd day of CNY!!! The 1st day till the 3rd day ah....my mom keep scolding me...wont stop leh...haiz....make me so bad luck lo...this year...haiz....god pls help me change abit la....