ask me for chewing gum...

rehat time... after i help me fren buy her drink then i go find her...but i dunno where she is,so i cant find her...b4 finding her...a guy cum to me n say alot of thing...but the point is asking me 4 the chewing gum...i was there laughing to myself...haha...coz...i actually dunno wat he saying but i juz say i have, in the bag...then we both laugh...haha

sorry my fren...again..

i didnt went to skul again coz yesterday i didnt bring my bag bak so i cant go skul...i thought my fren who sit bsite me wan got go skul today...but so fare i heard is she didnt go skul...im so sorry to the fren who's best fren of my class fren that i never go skul today... im so sorry... i dunno she never go skul again...pls 4giv me my fren...pls 4giv me...

crazy ppl

rehat time got sumting on... so intresting...that is got food fight...haha it was so intresting...that the wan who started 1st have to gantung 2 weeks... is happy that he didnt cum but is bad that he will sure sms the whole day...haiz...
n then i have stay back today n didnt go 4 tuition...the stupid teacher keep calling my mom...i hate him la...dun answer or talk to him tomoro anymore...
then coz i have stay back so i leave my beg in the car... n my bro never bring down...so is in the car... then my grandma went out...n 4got bring the beg down so i think tomoro i no go skul liao...haiz... sorry my fren...

cham lo...

i got back2 of my test paper...1 is malay n 1 is geografi...haiz... both also very cham coz both also fail...both paper teacher also dun giv a few marks to let me pass...i juz wan pass la teacher...
b4 rehat my fren cum up n find me...n he nid find another guy thats from my class wan...then she call alot of time he also dunwan cum out n find her...so i help her n shout very loud n say "(call the guy's name) got sumone wan to find u ah" n that time his fren was there which i noe them but never talk b4 wan...follow my talking n show to the guy again... i was there laughing... so funny... my fren still ask me did i saw his moves...haha
then after skul the guy who very ham sap wan keep hiting my head coz he make me angry n i say him back 'watch 12 hamsap de book...' then i started to hit my head...not i wanna say is u make me to say...so pain...
n then the 'he' ask me for chewing gum... i wanted to giv but im out of chewing gum...so i told him tomoro...dunno he tomoro will find me anot leh??really want to noe the answer now...haha

the 'sei pin tai lou'

my phone run out of credit so this morning b4 i go to the semina i got 7-11 there but credit...then went i go from my grandma house ,almost reach the 7-11 there is a like red indian guy call me but not by the name la of coz...i perposely dun turn back...then he catch up wif me but i notice that so i run to the 7-11...n he never follow me go in so i noe he is a 'pin tai lou' liao...then after a while i went out the 7-11 n wanted to go bak...he was bhide the 7-11 n he saw me again... so i faster run back...i almost bang by car coz nid to run from him n also hav to cross de road...i want to cross 1st but the car wont stop so i wait...n finaly b4 he catch up i already cross the road...after crossing he still follow so i scared then i run back the house...after i open the door n go in only he stop follow me...
SO SCARRY... U NOE...
haiz...
so i giv u an advise... girl,pls bcareful...

the semina...

today i when to the semina...
if i noe i really dunwan go coz is boring...n then been 'buli' by sumone... so cham...haiz...there were 3 subject...math sejarah n bm... all so sien...n the tips they giv were not alot...coz no time to giv haha...then lunch the giv us eat sum curry puff n donut thats wat i saw n also i glass of juice...so cheap la...
then after that i went home by the teacher's bus...now very tired... i really regret going coz the guy also no go end up...so i have waste my time n money there...haiz...
now im worry for my geo...haiz... but i have found a fren tosend the thing i want le...YESSSS haha...now only nid find sumone help me print hehe...

folio folio folio...haiz...

i hate folio la... nid to waste time waste money n have to think...haiz...so sien...im asking ppl help me do but they dunwan coz they already pass up...haiz...
have to pass up on monday summore...so cham...hope tomoro can finish it la...
tomoro got semina also... must wake up early leh...tell u wat happen in the semina tomoro...haha...

y i no mood de??

i dunno bcoz of the geografi folio not yet finish or about fren...that make me no mood at all...i was so quite today never even talk n laught alot the whole day...then the last period my 2 fren ask me go toilet wif them...then both of them ask me 'wat happen to u today??y so quite?? so weired today??' then i juz say i also dunno,mayb of grografi folio gua...then they didnt say anything liao...coz yesterday my fren help me do evrything of the grografi n put under my desk...then today i go skul only left 1 piece...all have been stold...so now i also dunno how...thays y i abit sad about it...
im so sorry that im weired today...so sorry my fren...pls 4giv me...

no1 care about me that i didnt go skul today...

haiz...
today i didnt go skul coz im lazy...n also dunwan go for the bm geografi n sejarah...dam sien wan la those subjet...
but the worse thing for me is...until now only got 1 ppl ask me y i dint go skul...she is not even the same class wif me but she ask me...those who same class wif me or more closer then me wan ah...didnt even ask me y i didnt go...straight aways ask me 'eh su-ann u cuming tomoro??'
omg i was so hurt la...
i think de next time i dunwan go for 1 week...c wat they will ask me when i get back to skul finish skul ask me sms...anything la...anyway i already noe the answer...

i wan cry...coz no wan help me...

u noe ah...today i was so no mood...coz 1stly my fren b'day today i was so good that i perpesly teman her rehat...but they were totaly like last time, dun even turn back n c wheater im there wif them anot...they juz walk n talk 4get about me...haiz...
then i got my math n english paper today, the marks i get was very bad...aspecially my english...everytime i ask my fren about thier marks they were sure ask me say 1st...when i say i FAIL no one belif me...coz they think that my english r good...haiz...is my english that good??
after that the last peroid is sejarah...malays was not in class so teacher never teach...theni ask my fren help me do the geografi folio coz either thursday or friday must pass up already...n i dunno how to use my house printer, nid wait my mom cum back...but when she cum back already may...so cant do myself le...haiz...
i was so ANGRY that my fren wont help me...coz everytime when they nid help from me...i sure help...but now i nid help no 1 help me...
Y CANT MY BEST FREN WHO MIGRATED TO SUMWHERE MUST GO AWAY FROM ME??Y CANT SHE DUN GO IF SHE DIDNT GO SHE MAYB CAN HELP ME ABIT...HAIZ...I MIZ U LA...MY FREN...
cant find any fren like u...

'yerrrr....'

OMG finaly the exam finish...the science n sejarah was so hard that i simply tembak...haha...the most make me angry is the math...i do actually correct liao...but i was so stupid go listen to my fren answer n thought mine answer was wrong so i change it but end up the teacher told me the correct answer is the wan i do the 1st answer...after i noe this i was so angry that i went toitlet wif another fren n say until to toilet...im in the toilet still saying n saying... haha stupid rite??i was so crazy haha...then when i was taking to my fren about the answer,i accedently let teacher saw im taking...haiz... so cham...then she keep saying i curi tengok...i was so angry that i have nothing to say anymore...then i also dunno y i can cry bcoz of small little thing...my fren thought bcoz of her i cry but actually im not...so my fren,im sorry to let u so worry...SO SORRY...

then in tuition time the guy is a very ham sap ppl...i 4got wat we started the title, that i keep saying he read 12 ham book...then he got angry n want to bit me...i 4got he took the book or his leg n hit my "there" if u noe where im saying...i was so angry...but no wan noe this thing happen
SO dun tell...pls...

^scarry exam o...^

exam again...
haiz... so sien la...but im free tomoro coz tomoro last day exam liao...hahaha...
if can i hope tomoro after skul got ppl come n find me n ask me about the exam...haha...dunno tomoro b4 tuition can ask sumwan go yam cha wif me anot leh??dunwan she again la...very sien le...hehe...sorry 4 saying that but is ture...hehe...
hope tomoro de exam can esily finish it... n hope get 10th about...haha...wish it cum ture...
im waiting 4 it...

*1st time dancing with boy*

for so long the 1st time dancing wif a guy...the feeling is so shy for me... coz i dun even noe the guy...the teacher want me to dance wif him...so i juz follow wat the teacher ask me do only...very scary ah...dunno next time still got a chance anot leh... haha...if can better find my own fren...if can i hope i can ask him cum...but he sure say 'u so fat noe how to dance wan ah' so i cannot ask now... must ask them when my keep fit on died is work...haha...
must do it..
MUST...
haha...

^ ^not yet do^ ^

haiz... coming monday is exam liao... me until now also not yet read book...juz now read the geografi only until bab 5 now wan read but bab 6 very hard still got alot of book to study le...haiz...i think now tomoro n monday can on computer to write my blog then go read book again...if not i can get the best result ever to let my mom c...today is her b'day i think i giv her the best result is to get the best result...
haha...
must do it...
wish me good luck o...haha...

@my phone n stupid thing happen@

i hate my phone la...sumtime wan to turn the picture it cant turn...then now have to find song that is only MP3 wan... if is wma then my phone cant hear already... sucks man!!!but never mind if got i save la if no then cant do anything lo...haiz...

then today i can cum home early wan then ah... one of my fren suddently ask me wan go yam cha anot...i at rehat time also not eat much de la,no bring alot of money...she still ask me go yam cha...haiz...so today i didnt eat much...coz no money to buy also... haha...

my fren juz ask me to look at her blog...when i went in her blog n c, i was so angry coz she put those picture where i take for fun in this morning in class n put it in her blog...those picture is so ugly...haiz... very regret la... i think the next time i go take her picture then....dun let u noe...haha

{happen so suddently}

i noe i in skul already is siao po...but today my fren not feeling well i help her alot...but i didnt heard her say thank you to me...haiz...n sum of my fren say i got mental problem today...haha...
then around 8 sumone call to my grandma house...it was my uncle...he told sumting to my grandma i thought sumting that i cant noe so i didnt heard wat they say...the second time called is also my uncle...after my grandma ut down the phone she told me that my mother which is out station when to hospital... i was shock that i nothing in my mind...i was so sad...n when i came back home i quickly call her...n she told me is this morning she did the operation...n she have to rest in the hospital for about 1 week...when im talking to her i really cry...juz hope she is ok there...
everyting juz happen so suddently...

]we ponteng class...[

today de moral class...me n my fren ponteng...she wan go toilet there to rub her fren name coz dunno which stupid person wrote her fren name in the toilet...so she say she dunwan go for moral but help her fren...then she ask me wan follow anot then i say cin cai la...end up i follow her...haha...then we went to bilik seni to ask teacher to borrow the paint to paint the wall where got her fren name...hehe...so crazy la we...then after that we gave back the paint n my fren still dunwan go back to class n bcoz got 2 form4 guy cum n help so after painting we went to help them in the old book shop to do someting...we stay there for 2 classes...it was so fun...hehe...hope can have the same time again...

]my new phone[

i bought a new phone today...
it sucks la... is worse then my another phone...
haiz....
the song is ok... but the picture ah... haiz... dunno how to say la...
i wanted to change la...but dun have that much money la...i hope i have a boyfren to buy me 1..but i think it will not happen lo... coz i dun think i can find a boyfren which buy me a phone that good lo...haha...
i want my phone back...t.t

no mood...

today i dunno y i have no mood...then i was very unhappy...
in pj time my fren never talk to me... they both talking without me...n then went up class, i dint smile at all...they tought i angry at them bcoz they never talk to me...but actually not... so sorry to make u worry,my fren...
n juz,i been bluff by my fren...i hate her...haiz...

gud day...

*drama concert*
today in church there is a drama concert the show was so funny that i lught wont stop...haha...the title is the promise of hope...is really funny...
*my drum concert*
today i have my drum concert too...is really surprise that i didnt get scared but my partner get nervouse,haha...i really have alot of fun in my concert today...hehehe...

went grandma house...

today i surpose to have 2 class in the afternoon but i was late so i didnt go for it...but my dad wanna go grandama house so aroud 4 we went to grandma house,reach there also aroud 5
in grandma house alot of things to eat,but me i drink some 'tong shui' then i went to next door,is my aunty house,in her house all full of kids all are my cousin,they were watching movie,is was a weired n funny movie.it make me luagth n crazy...haha...then around 7 we went eat dinner...it was a funny u should c it...haha...when i RMB the story i tell u,hehe...

didnt get to go!!!

so so angry la me now...
coz i didnt get to go genting...coz my sis is sick and my mom dunwan to bring her so told my dad dunwan bring her go,and my father got angry say,if my sis not going then no need go genting...he say next time 1st wor...
haiz...
so now i cant go up to genting to blow wind...so sad...
T.T
i hope the next time when i go can ask a friend to go too....hahaha...
better be got the next time...

about fren...

he juz now sms me n ask me sum few question...i wanted to get angry at him but i dun dare...
coz i scared i lose a friend and then i still angry at him coz he didnt day sorry to me...already 2 day... he didnt even smile ,say hi or talk to me...juz until juzt now when he sms... i feel so tired to be friend with boys...
and then today in library,a guy ask me to bcome a tomboy, i wanted to be but i dun think boys will wan to hang out with me...haiz...
then ah... i juz now went for tea with fren,n another friend which i dun really like her anymore send sumthing to the fren also dun send to me...it show she really hate me...y she like that leh?? she hate me no use de wor...in skul show fren with me but in her heart is not a friend at all...
haiz...
juz wanna noe im in yr heart is which kind of friend ...??

??haiz...!!

this week in skul very cool la...on tuesday the police came then on thursday the ambulance came let c tomoro wat is coming...haha...joking joking...haha...
to day rehat there is a very very funny case that is...in the middle of the field there is 2 malay boys are fighting dancing...it was so funny that everybody laught...and some of them say they sucks go back and learn nicely and all kinds de...haha...

~if i can cry, i really want to...~

i tought he today will find me n talk to me...he recess cum near me n want to took my drink,but i was so angry at him that i dun1 talk to him...i dunno he notice anot but i very sad about it...he didnt even cum and say sorry to me,or make me laugh...juz pass me by n say nothing...
haiz... y i have a friend like that leh...??
i juz wanna have a close best boy de friend like this also very hard meh??
but now i noe, in the world, all boys are same nothing special...haiz...
i keep telling myself dun1 care about boys anymore but the next day i always wan to talk to a guy...i rreally cant control myself la...
i really want to cry n make a whole new world for myself...dun really want to stay here anymore...hope afther pmr can go australia meet up with best friend or go taiwan or sum where else that no wan noe me at alllllll........
haiz...

both fren's b'day is today...

i have 2 fren's birthday today...1 is girl 1 is boy...
i came to skul at about 7 15...n my fren already went for himpunan...so i cant wish her...juz want to tell her sorry that i cant wish her today...
n the guy make me very sad,unhappy,no mood today...his is more closer to me coz last year we r in the same class...i ask him to cum car4 today n wanted to give him a surprise...end up i did give him the surprise but...when i ask him to cum car4 i thought he will,n he did.i thought he cuming alone but is not, he ask his fren which i noe them but dun really like them cum along wif him...n he also tell me that he got fren in sentosa wan cum too...
haiz...
end up he went wif his fren n never care me at all...T.T so sad...
b4 i went back i ask him where is he...n he tell me they r going to sing k...so i tell him u dunwan care me liao izzit he go n tell me yes gua... i got so angry n play bowling again...then i went home...
hope he apoligize to me tomoro...

the final day of bowling...

haiz...i didnt get any price, only a 4th place price which is team price...haiz...the singel n double i got number 10...so cham...haha...
the worse thing is after the competition i didnt went back early i stay back 4 a while then i play 3 game for fun and u noe wat?!the score is better then the wan in competition...i was so regret about it...
the 1st game i play is 110plus
the 2nd game i got 134
n the 3rd game i got 179
i was thinking y cant i play my 179 score in the competition...
haiz...
i hope next year try again...n must b in to 5...
hahahahaha....

cant think wat is it actually

today i noe he got GF already,i dun feel sad or happy juz surprise ,weired rite??
haiz...
but everything he told me i feel like help him to finish wat he ask me to do...
but juz dun feel like very sad when he already have...
haiz...so cham...
and then today after skul,my phone no credit so i ask my friend to borrow me...his phone also dun have credit so he go n borrow his friend wan, which is the guy(last year)...i didnt get nervous but juz took it n use it... i was so shy to his phone but not to let ppl noe i pretent dun care...OMG...my fren didnt even help me delete the no. after i use it...im so scared now la...
haiz...

2nd day bowling...

2 day is the 2nd day of bowling...i didnt did well in it...but i try my best to play it...
n today i in car4 saw sum of my skulmate ponteng n i even saw them catch by the teacher,our skul teacher. then after finish all the game...i follow teacher back to skul...i thought the 1st person who will talk to me is a girl,but i was wrong it was a boy...n the 2nd person also boy...n then my mom came n fetch us...
it was raning heavly that i dont like getting wet,so i ask the guy who is talking to me to take my bag to the car,he didnt answer me but his movment already show he is going to help...so i ran to the car n open the door,he juz walk slowly n pass my bag to me in the car...it make me feel like im using him...haha...
n now my mom think he is my BF...haiz...
wednesday have to play again...n it is the last game...then im free again...haha...but tomoro have to go back to skul... so sien...
about the guy who say want to noe me,i hope by wednesday,i can noe wat is going on...coz i can feel everytime his fren cum n talk to me he sure run away 1st...so i really want to noe wat is going on actually...

i dun really like my father

yesterday my father came back from singapore, and i have ask him to buy me a phone long time ago...but he say he no time...so i waited the next week end,i thought he will give me a serprice but he didnt n he told me he have no time...n then when me come back home i wanted to play piano 4 awhile he scolded me...and say is too late...HELLO...is only 8 sumting...
haiz...
then today i nid to go car4 to do the bowling's hole coz is too small,i told him nicely n he scolded me...i was so angry i say him back...then after giv the ball to the man i say lets go down eat lunch 1st then he say ok...i wanted to go toilet he ask me bring my sis also...but my sis want to play bowling,dunwan go toilet i talk to her nicely but my father scolded her...after we come out from the toilet,and my sis keep saying want to play bowling...then i tell me father go to counter there n tell the lady to tell my sis there's no more lane...and he scolded me again...
haiz...
cant tahan him la...every time also scold...
then when he scold me i fight back,then he got angry and say i'm yr father leh...how can u talk to yr father like that...
haiz...
y i have a father like that o??

went out wif fren

yesterday my fren ask me to fetch her to go cos store buy sum paper n sum pen for class thing...
when i went and fetch her, there is another 2 fren of hers follow...i thought i can go alone with her n spend time wif her together,but end up it doesn't happen...
so sad...T.T
not alot of fren want to go out wif me alone... or should i say there's no fren at all...haiz...

wat the??

today alot of thing happen...
1stly...i finally noe who she like...haha...
2ndly...today rehat i wif my fren siting in cantin reading my book,and suddently a guy from my last year class come n tell me got a guy wan to noe me...i was so surprice... but end up he never talk to me... wat la he...
then today in library i get to sit wif my fren who is in another class... he told me a very very funny joke...it was so funny that i laught wont stop...
the last thing happen now is... 1 of my fren say me 'chuan' juz bcoz i ask her 'why'...i was so upset about it...n i juz told her... dun talk to me la...
i noe that was so hurt but i really cant control myself anymore...she really make me want to kill her...

do i like both??

haiz...
really cant tell i do like him anot la...
every time he talk to me i dun get scared...juz like normal fren talking...
n another guy...i dun really get to talk to him porperly coz he look at me also dunwan... so cant help it ...
i dunno i actually like them or already dun like them...
the worse thing is... everytime i wan to tell them sumting they already say not free...
T.T
haiz...
so sad...
can i find the answer from fren or them leh??
how can i noe....
how??

if i can cry i would like to...

i think my fren dun treat me as a fren...
so as best fren...
they dun really tell me their secret...they think i will they everyone...but actually im not...
y?? y ppl think of me like that leh??
i got that bad meh??
those fren i dun really wan them to be my best fren...
only 1 fren... the best fren 4ever...but she already migrated...cant c her anymore...T.T...sad la...
this fren was very very good...she always cheer me up when im sad so as me cheer her up when she is sad...we even get crazy some time...n happy together,n shopping together....
DAM fun la...
hope can c her again... mis her la...
n also hope i can find another best fren who really tell me her/his secret,sad thing ,happy thing n more...
who can be the person leh???

bowling day!!!

wow!!!
the 1st day bowling again...
no la...haha... is actually represent the skul la...
less girl got in the top 16 n i was in...
in the 1st game there is alot of girl n alot alot of boys...after the 1st game top 16 girls was in n more then 16 boys were in... then we play another 6 game...
and i was in the top 16 again...coz there only got 16 girl...haha...
haiz...so tired la...
next week monday n wednesday have to play again...
there is good n bad...
*good is no nid study
*bad is play untill very very tired...
OMG
HELP ME LA.......
hahaha