said??

to be a best friend the most important thing is what??just talk?? just play?? just have fun?? just cheat?? i always know best friend wont really exists in this world...they call us as best friend coz they need one only...they think telling everything to us is call best friend...they think they have fun the most "with" is call best friend...they though we know them well....so they don't think how u feel....they say they know u well...do they?? or they just say only??if a best friend know us well...they should understand the "why" inside of our heart...but unfortunately...they don't...not even abit...

this few days...i get alot of different answer...some say i very small gas...do i?? some say i very loud...some even say im ugly...some too say im fat...well...to say the truth...the example they told me of me being small gas person is a girl who i hate the most...that i get angry at her for nothing....im like what is this?? like this also counted??they too dont like her...but why only im the one whom people say im small gas??i had think b4...some time when they make me angry n i run out the class room or sit there n dont talk...really doesnt mean im angry...i just only one a CARE from friend...or should i say a ME in their eyes...coz i know if i dont angry or doesnt talk...they wont wanna talk to me...or mayb then i'll become an invisible person....unfortunately....it also happen when im loud or i talk....

i have no idea why they like everyone of the class except me??is it bcoz im ugly?? is it because im fat?? is it because i have no topic to say?? or it is because im not too pretty enough??or is it becoz im irritating??thats y evryone hate me??

they always say i emo at school or always feel down in school...but they dont get to understand why i feel that way...they never think of what they did...they just think of what i did...mayb the god wants me to be independent that's y not willing to give me a friend where care me more....i just want a guy friend who know me well...he know what i think...he know when is my mood...he know what i like...well so far...none of a guy i know is like that....

i think from now on i should put a mask on...so that i can just ignore them...till after spm...n never keep in touch with them if i can...n also from now on...i hope i can do it lo...dont ever tell my things to anyone...just write it in a book...well diary is the best friend...who will just listen n doesnt tell anyone...n after spm...i will put myself into a music world...where cant c anyone...coz im tired of being invisible n is my turn to put them into invisible status~~

sorry if u c this~~

i dunno y after seeing the blog...after what u say....after what u had done...im sorry....i got a feeling...it tell me something....n i have decided something...which is...the friendship will never go on again...even it is still going on....is juz normal friend....wont be like last time le...
im sorry...i really cant be friend with those ppl hu had hurt me b4...

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ppl always think im a small gas person...izzit true??
no matter im joking or serius....they all think is serius...
what the~~
fine!!!!
if u all dunno me well...i beg u...dun simply JUDGE me pls~~
n pls...dare to talk to me...so u can tell me what u think of me...dun shy shy~~

everything i write here in this blog....is BECAUSE I CARE~~~

my hair is gone...

that day cut my hair le....the long hair i want is gone...but the new front hair ,i like it.....so i now know what to do next time....that is....cut my own hair....and leave my hair longer like last time....XD
what a good idea~~ ^^

i hope everyone like my new hair style la...XD

leaving...

well...tomoro not going school...not going out...nothing to do at home...dunno what to do....so...go dream in another world...so im leaving tomoro....dont kacau me...XD

BYE BYE

pasar malam!!!

we just went to sri petaling's pasar malam today...with some friends...especially with the stupid idiot technologi...haiz....feel quite lonely there...coz my friend is dating then the 2 stupid guy wont talk to each other...so i dont know what to say...haiz...

hope 30th outing can be more fun lo...dont want like anything also dont say like that...no fun at all de...XD
later i emo again then no good la...wai wai...XD

while just now...in the car...the both stupid guy wont talk to each other...the one sit near the window de...dont even dare to talk...and the one beside me...shy shy to talk...what the~~ anyway...to make them talk close to each other like last time is damn hard lo...especially that stupid guy is soo small gas...and shy shy...haiz...waiwai...dont so small gas lo...XD

and for the other guy...i felt that he dont say anything coz what we are saying...he really dont know...coz for some years...he didnt even join us liao....thats y my name he also forgot...stupid de lo...haiz....if he really unhappy with this situation i can understand that feeling....

i really dont know today i have fun or not....coz outing with those stupid guys!!! ^^
but i know tomoro will be boring for the whole day...haiz...........if i had an IPHONE...then tomoro i wont be boring le......

tired !!

tired of study-ing...
why cant we sleep at home for a whole day??
or do something that we want to do instate of studying....argh~~

tired of exam-ing...
this is because we have to study hard....
and parents keep anoying us to study more n more...

tired of being in love...
especially when the one you love doesn't love you...
or you don't even know what he think of you....

tired of listening....
to those people who complain alot then end up can't help anything....
or the words that people say thing to hurt you...

tired of facebook-ing...
this is because no one will comment anything on yr profile and status...
or games to play and even chit chat in a chat box....

tired of outing...
especially with odd numbers friend...
cause they prefer to be partner then being alone...

tired of doing nothing....
cause is boring when u doing nothing....
and also doing nothing can make us think too much...

in the end...i would just like to say...
be EMO the best...

the stupid ppl i met in my life!!!!!!!

this person is same age as me...but unfortunally this person is a guy....who had a small eye n small face...n haved a stupid brain who wanna be IDIOT TECHNOLOGI...how stupid he is!!!!!
anyway...knowing him is the worst thing in my life....
the end...
thanks for watching....XD