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next saturdy n sunday exam again...haizz...hope i can pass...
yesterday we pratice together...haha...n teacher say our group is the best among the others...we like so happy...hahaha...then i guitar...last time i keep 4gething the cord...but now i rmb...YEAH ME!!!hahah...XD
now i keep feeling that my weekend is gone...totally no time to rest...but going to the class...is ok also...coz i cant learn alot of thing...after i went in to this cos...i feel that i learn more n more...so im very happy....oh ya...i met more n more fren yesterday...so happy...haha...but now...i hav to do it myself..not waiting ppl to talk to u...XD
i dun think there is anymore to tell but i can update the next time when i hav something to write...XD

PS:dunno still in love with him anot??hiaz...

yEah

27/7/2010

finally...
i feel that im not in love...i also dunno y i say that...juz feel so...XD
now im not in love...n hopefully next time i will not think too much lo...hehe
lets c wat to say...
ermm...

oh ya...on the saturdy 24/7/2010...
me n my fren when to the recording room...guess wat??i saw ling yu zhong...
hahahhaa...i so surprice leh...haha....he is my life 1st saw de singer leh...i mean artis....hehe
i tough i saw wrong person...but my fren say no la...is real wor...haha...
CAN U ACTUALLY BLIF IT??
HAHA...

mY FElinGS

dunno y...after 4 days worked together...n yesterday was the exam day...after the exam...i miss the feeling when we gather together n chat about our home work...especially a guy in our group...the whole night...i keep thinking about him...dunno y...really dunno y...

yesterday after exam...i called my dad fetch me bak home...in the car...i keep thinking our team work...our gathering...then i realise that i miss it so much...that my tears fall out so suddenly...then the whole night keep thinking about him...i told myself....i shouldn't think of it...but it juz keep thinking about it...haiz...finally i get to sleep...
till this morning is time to go skul...
when i got up the car...i think about it again...then my tears fall out again....when i reach the skul...is still ok...but when no body care about me n i keep thinking about him...my tears keep coming out none stop...i wanna stop it...n finally when i stop...i think about it again...n my tears fall out again...

since the teacher is not teaching...so i called my grandma to fetch me home....i lie to her that i got stomach pain....but is actually heart pain...
y i keep thinking about him...i noe is impossible....but y??
i juz wanna stop thinking...so now...i tell myself...dun talk to him...anymore....our distant will stop untill here...no more...no more any further....

oNE utAMa

yesterday..15 of july...
when to 1 u wif my fren to do our exam thing...went there at 6 someting n go bak home by 10 sumting...reach home already 11 sumting la...take bath some more o...then untill 11 30 liao....next day wake up at 6 50....so nlate 4 skul....bcoz sleep so late...haiz...
this morning lo....wake up at 6 50...haha...but today finish skul at 12 30...then waited for my mom untill about 1 tthen she came n fetch me n my brother bak home....
i told myself that i shouldnt hav gone to skul today....bcoz 1stly...pj time got ppl angry...moral time teacher wait 4 me n my fren go in liao only start teach...thyen bm time....teacher gone stupid n scolded me till i so hate her....n lastly bi....the teacher dun even noe how to teach...haiz....wat a bad day...
then juz now 1 sumting got go 1 u again...to practice...i reach there around 2 sumting...till now 10 sumting only finish....now juz came bak from 1 u....haiz....so dam tired...
i so regret to go there...i dunno y...i keep feeling that they dun lik me...i did talk but when it around 5 sumting ...i started stop talking...no body noe also....n they dun even care...mayb bcoz this morning already no mood then i think too much or wat la...but i noe today i totaly no mood at all...
and then got 1 more guy o...i so dam hate him....he not very lz also but go take picture...then the practice not do better then me n keep saying i do wrong....say bring us to a room practice...end up bring me walking the whole mall...when my leg is hurt....so wanna kill him MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!

really wanna hav a nice sleep tonite n hav fun tomoro...haha...
so that i wont like today like this no mood de....

so tomoro only update la...coz nid to find sum pic to update my blog...hahaha....

NITE NITE EVERYONE!!!

change my blog

this morning i didnt go skul...
too boring dunno wat to do...
so mah do my blog lo...
n now...
my new blog...
i wanna put song...but still haven find it how...but i sure find it wan...
haha...

tomoro exam...n then sunday exam also...haiz...
soo many exam...but the good thing is...both exam also is music wan...
way better then skul exam alot...haha...

my facebook getting more more fren...haha...but all also not lz wan...haiz...
n few days ago...my fren told me sumting...
n now i really hate the girl...she like very clever like this..n actually not...
say wat I WILL NOT FIND DAO LZ
i like wanna kill her MAN!!
she also cannot find la...even doe she find it all also in fb wan la...not real life also...
hate her la...

anyway i dunwanna talk about her liao...haha...
today i quite happy...coz 1stly no nid go skul
2ndly hav my new blog...
3rdly tomoro no nid go skul AGAIN!! hahahaha
so song!!!haha

ntg write le...
write tomoro la...
bYe bYe!!!

be myself~

now adays alot of thing to do...
nid to learn this nid to learn that la...n if u dun learn...4ever u dun learn something...

i really wanna be 17 or 18 now...so that i can drive n do wateva i wanna do...
i really wanna be myself...like...whenever i wanna do ..i juz go 4 it...
i dunwanna ask my mother to fetch me up n down...i dunwanna ask my parent if i can go out
i dunwanna stay at home n do ntg...i dunwanna be boring...
i wanna go n do work...i wanna hav fun wif my life...
i wanna be rich so that i can go shopping...
i wanna do everthing...i wanna go collage rite now...
i wanna be alone...i wanna stay at home n play computer...
i wanna play piano so that no wan talk to me...then i can be peaceful...
i wanna go shopping myself...then i'll be happy...

i wan my mom to buy me a laptop...but she told my this 3 month no money to buy...so i hav to wait...i feel so hurt about it...
i wanna go find house to stay by my own self...but my mom say no money...
i wan a car so that when i can drive..i can juz start the car n go anywhere i wan...but she say no money...
i wanna be more hard working to ask my mom to buy me sumting or bring me anywhere i wan...but im tooooo lazy...
but i dun care...
i hav to be hardworking now...so that i can ask her bring me go australia to find my fren n go shopping...
n also taiwan...
n also spain...there is the place i wanna go 4 my collage...coz mostly fashion designer came out from there....

this is my 2nd job if my 1st wan cant exist

sorry to my fren~

im so sorry 4 u la...if this year im 17 or 18 then no problem teman u...but now i still nid my mom to fetch me...so no choice ...hav to follow her order...
haiz....
but when the time that i can drive...i sure teman u when ever u wan me to go or wan follow me...haha....

tomoro is skul taking report day...is also canteen day...alot of ppl ask me buy cupon...but i dunwan coz very expensive...haha...
actually going to roller de lo...but bcoz my mom...bcoz i cant drive...so i cant go...haiz...i pls my mom buy me a laptop...so no nid fight wif my borther n sister...haha...n also...it can do all my music thing...hehe..
ohya almost 4got...august 31th...im going genting 4 concert...so cool man...haha....oh...nid ppl to vote in fb...haha...still dunno the link yet...but when i noe then i write it here...haha...

sum ppl i get to 4get liao...but still got sum ppl i cant 4get....y cant i 4get the ppl i cant 4get leh??y must 4get the ppl i already 4get??
aiya...i also dunno wat im saying...but anyway...i hope i can 4get the ppl i wan to n the ppl that i cant 4get...haiz....

today went midvalley...wanna buy laptop...camera...n more n more...but no money to buy...wait 4 my mom buy 4 me la...haha....wanna go shopping...i tell my mom...buy a small kondo near the LRT so that i can walk to skul n 2ndly holiday that time...i can walk to LRT to go do work...n also my fren can cum my house n stay...coz only me alone stay in that house...hahahahaha....wat a good idea...should ask her do like this...for 2 years only...hehehe

ok la...
tomoro only update again wif my picture la...coz i got take alot of picture today n mayb tomoro...hehe...wait 4 my update wor...ahaha

p.s:hope not to think too much lo...haiz...

y??

y ppl noe me??
y ppl noe my blog??
y ppl dun talk to me??
y must me talk to ppl 1st??
y ppl say bad thing bhind my bak??
y can't they juz say infront of me??
y can't they say sumting good to me??
y must they bully me??
y cant i be myself??
y must i bcom sum1 they like??
y must i listen to them??
y they say me when i didnt even say anything??
y they say me when i did say something??
y guys like girls hu r pretty??
y girls hate guy when they r ugly??
y guys say girls is annoying??
y girl say guys r irretating??
y guys like girls when we dont like those girls??
y ppl dont like to be childish??
y must ppl think negative??
y sum ppl dont even think of negative??
y cant me do wat i wanna do??
y must i think for others??
y this world got love??
y must girl like boy n boy like girl??
y cant girl like girl n boy like boy??
y must girl hav baby??
y cant guy hav baby??
y teacher dont allow us sit together??
y teacher dont allow us to play toghter??
y ppl say girls dance ballet only??
y cant guys dance ballet??
y guys can dance breake dance??
y girls cant dance breake dance??
y we hav fats??
y we hav hair??
y ppl are lazy??
y ppl r so helpful??
y ppl love exercising??
y sum ppl hate music??
y sum ppl love to study??
y ppl love to play??
y sum ppl r shy??
y sum ppl r so brave??
y sum ppl is good in sumting??
y sum ppl is bad in everthing??
y im worse in so many thing??
y is my best thing is everything also noe??
y do me nid oxygen??
y ppl care wat ppl say about it??
y everthing is so difficult??
y must we learn??
y ppl say fat ppl cant sing??
y sum ppl r so rude??
y sum ppl dun even talk??
y baby will born after 10 month??
y ppl love shopping??
y ppl love staying at home??
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