我累了

我真的累了...
我没力气了...
感觉没人陪我...
我很想放弃一切...
什么都不要做...
去一个没人的地方...
有这个地方吗？
反正都没人理我...
反正没有我也一样...
那我就去一个没人的地方吧~

cancle~

everything had cancle...

i hav done my best to ask them to go...

i hav done my best not to "fan" them...

i hav done my best not to talk to them...so they dun hate me...

i hav done my best to talk to them...

if they still dunwan go then dunwan go lo...

if they say me...then let them say me lo...

if they think i should talk to them 1st...then let them think lo...

if they hate me...pls go ahead~

no body can stop u...

i really try my best...

wat i think~

i feel that...the event i plan...they dun wanna cum bcoz of me...i dunno y...other ppl ask them go watch movie or sing k...they sure go de...even their house or a birthday party at station one...they sure go de....now i ask...they like...sum can sum cannot...sum say go out wif other ppl liao...it make me feel thet they dun like me...

i noe i sing not that good...i noe im fan...i noe i not that talkertif...i noe im not the person hu find ppl chat...i noe im the person hu nid ppl to talk to me...so that i dun feel alone n also dun feel that ppl hate which they actually done...XD

i wonder hu will c this post??

pls tell me if u c this post...XD

2nd round~

now im in the top 60...which is the 2nd round...

i join coz i wanna c him...

but end up...

still doesn't noe he join anot...really wanna ask him...but i dun dare...

when he saw me...he say hi...but i really wanna turn bak n c he 'hi' to me or other ppl....really dunno ah...haiz....t.t...

now the only chance is in facebook...

i can ask him when he on9...

but juz now when i on9...

he off 9 already...

i hope later he on9...XD

so that i can ask him...XD

i really wanna stay abit more late that day...coz i really wanna find sum time to talk to him...but bcoz of my mom...

i hav no choice but to leave...i feel so sad...

but when i leave...i saw the reflection of him in the mirror...at 1st he didnt c me...but almost reach the door...i think he look at me...i really jeolus...everybody get to talk to him...but only me no...haiz....how to get him to talk to me...coz i noe im a person hu dunno anything....i dunno news...i dun go search...i dun go n talk to them...but izzit bcoz of i dun join them much??that y they doesnt wan to talk to me??that y they hate me???

haiz...i really dunno ah...

even this event i create...they doesnt go c it...y??

y no one wanna find me chat??

y always no ppl leave me comment??

y the ppl hu leave comment is not the person i wan??

y they dun like me??

i really can feel some ppl hate me...haiz....

am i thinking too much??~...