today 29th of april

today 29th of april
is my fren b'day...i dun hav her no. so i hav commented in her fb...hehe

today i hav quite fun de...hehe
let c...
only 3 period study...others teacher no cum..so do our own thing only...hehe
then the science period that time...we all go scince lab lo...then o...i were too hot that i wan the fan...then teacher ask us copy note..after finish copy the note...sum guy call me...n bcuz i cant heard wat they say...so o...i go to their table there...then i hear they say their thing...even those girls cannot hear wan...but very funny...then o...they ask me question i laugh only...haha...n then i continue hear wat they say...untill finish science we went bak to class...
on the way...i keep laughing is not bcuz wat they say...is bcuz they never hate me...this is wat i found out today...i were so happy that now my stomach very very pain...not bcuz of laughing 4 sure...hehe

wat happen to me??

this few days i really dunno wat hapen to me..??
i never wan to talk to my fren asspecially when she talk to me...no matter wat she say i juz will get angry...feel like wat she say is noncenses...like when im sad droping my tears down...i noe she doen't noe but atleast dun joke those thing say wat it past so 4 get about it...im like WAT THE...i was so angry that i wanted to scold her in her face...now i really dunwan to talk to her anymore...i noe she is the only fren hu noe contenes among all the fren...but i really cant tahan her liao...mayb giv me sumtime to talk to my youth leader...mayb she noe wat happen...but 4 now...i really dunwan to talk to u...hope u use yr brain n think y im angry ba...
2ndly...i was so angry at her that i wanna change class...but the class that i wanna change to..got few teacher i hate...example like fizik teacher,phantom teacher(her nick name we call in skul),n 1 more dunno wat name but got big ass de...teach bm o...walao leh...no nid to learn lo...atleast at this class still got a better teacher to teach us....so how ah??should i change anot??
n another thing is...
the cameron tirp...i wan to go but too expensive ah...i noe is 3 day 2 night but this 3 day also nid 200 meh??so so dam expensive leh...i noe my mom let me go...but i rather use the money save it 4 shopping or other thing...haiz...
but my fren ask me go there teman her...haiz...i also dunno how ah....

now i go 2 thing dunno how....
1st is wan change class anot??!!
2nd thing is wan go cameron anot??!!

oh ya still got wan more
this saturday got 2 party...but theperson hu organise the party never ask me in person or in my face...both also ask another person to tell me...i really dunno they asking me go or my fren say only...
HAIZZZ.........

is this god wanna giv me??

i yesterday dam angry de...bcuz my pic all lost,all gone...neh...the stupid pendrive lo...haiz....
i never wan to buy that brand anymore...
all my own photo,me n my fren de photo,our gathering photo de,trip de photo....all lost...i was so angry wif it....that i drop my tears down from my face....i really dunno where to find bak my all those photo lo...haiz...so sad about it....never wan to use that brand again...
but today...everthing go so happy 4 me...i love today...s^...i love today...haha
let c...
since yesterday was my hurt day..but that hurt can change to my love day...haha
this morning i went sungai wang....4 sumting la...let u all guess wat ba...haha
so the registeration is on 2 sumting...so they 1st say wan picture...but i 4got bring...then they say wan photoscap ic...n also never bring...so how leh...they say no ic can not go 4 it wor...ok lo...i say...so 1st of may n 2nd of may only go 4 it...but then after 15 ppl...no wan register...so th lady let me go 4 it lo...haha...then in th end...it choosen me...haha
I DID IT PPL....i did it...haha....i hav past round 1...now nid go 4 the 2nd round...still dunno nid to wait 4 how long 4 the round 2...but at least i got time to practice more n more...then show my best to them on the day 4 round 2...haha....
then we go midvally go fetch my sis they all...then suddently found out that my shoes spoil already...so go buy shoes lo...haha
buy 2 shoes time...haha....2 shoes cos about 115++de...walao leh..use so much money...next time how to go shopping o...but never mind...if i hav been choosen after round 2...then mayb i can b famous...after i famous...then i will earn my own money...after i hav my own money....mummy...pls dun stop me from shopping!!!!hahahahahhahahahahaha.....

so wish me luck in round 2....tell u all when is the round 2 after they tell me...hehe

u r wrong!!!

sum ppl say on diet
sum ppl say go exercise
sum ppl say no nid eat

but actually is all worng...

u surppost to eat healthy food n exercise all the time...if u r free everyday...

u also can try to eat fruit for 4 days
example...

tuesday~eat papaya n pineapple the whole day...
wednesday~only watermelon the whole day...
thursday~eat the 'sun sweet' purm 4 that day
friday~the last day eat grape only...

after the fruit day...is everything day...haha...it means eat sum egg,meat,toufu,vegetable n others...but there is only 2 thing that u cannot eat...junk food n oily food...is bad 4 u...

or u can follow this....

sunday~eat wat u like but rmb is a equal meal...n also not the junk food....
monday~eat big meal if u wan in the morning...n half a meal in the afternoon then fruit at night...
tuesday~eat wateva fruit only.../exercise
wednesday~eat big meal if u wan in the morning...n half a meal in the afternoon then fruit at night...
thursday~if u can try to eat vegetable only.../exercise
friday~eat big meal if u wan in the morning...n half a meal in the afternoon then fruit at night...
saturday~eat sum thing u like...but not alot...juz to cheer u up that u did it...

exercise can do anytime...but food no way...

coz if u juz thinking that u wanna keep fit by not eating thing...it doesnt work 4 u...but will go more fatter....haha...i noe u r asking y...so now i tell u....
u will go fatter bcuz...when yr stomach is hungry u sure find sumting to eat...so if this meal u never eat...the next meal u will eat more then u never eat b4...y?? bcuz u r too hungry that u cant stand it anymore....2ndly...if u never eat...n yr stomach is hungry...wat stomach eat...ntg...bcuz no food...but they can eat wind...when u r talking...the wind will go in to yr stomach...so u also will go fatter...

dun try to be smart that u wanna keep fit without anything...cuz u r wrong!!!!

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now is my story~

today i got pj...i not quite happy wif the pj class today...really not happy...
sorry to all those fren that i angry at them today...i never mean it...but i really out of control today...
my fren keep asking me y...but i dunwan to tell yet...now i tell u...hope those hu noe wat im saying...4giv me...

pj class was start at 8.50am
me n my fren when down to find others fren hu hav pj also....then we go down to the place where teacher always at there...which is juz infront the canteen...at 1st...teacher make us run 2 round or 3 round in front of the canteen...then teacher let us play wateva we like...boys n girl is seperated...the guys's teacher make them play hocky...i wanted to wait 4 them...but i also wan to play volly ball 1st....i really hate playing wif those girl...coz they were scared n doesnt noe how to catch...so bcuz i was waiting 4 those guys...so i play wif those girls 1st...
the fat pig in my class...like she think she is the best player in it only...very not song her.....she keep standing middle of the circle...when the ball is hitting to me...she go catch it...alot of time liao lo....thats y i hate playing wif girls!!!
n there is 1 time is my ball my turn to hit...she also cum hit....when the ball were hit up again...i scold her f... idiot...i really not happy liao...so i go take my towel n then go toilet...that time no wan noe im already angry...i was sad...n angry...that the fat pig...argh~~~
untill then the teacher call us in the last 5 min...she ask us to do sumting like the star jump...but i wasnt in the mood to do...so i run away...n good thing is teacher never saw me....
after that...teacher ask us go change cloth...my cloth were in the canteen table...n i was oppersite the canteen....i wanted to go n take...but my shoes lace cam off...when i was doing my shoes lace...my fren cum over n ask me wat happen...but never take my cloth to this side...that time i more angry...thinking y is she so dum.....argh....lucky i hav another fren hu really care about me...although we not that close...but at least she is better then her....haiz...
i wanted to cry that time...but i cant cry out...
when i was walking passing trough fren classes...she called me...i was so angry that i shout at her...i feel so sorry that i hav no face facing them...so i straight walk to the toilet n change my cloth...that time i wanna be alone...but the fren keep following me...i wanted to shout at her...but then i never...coz i noe it wasnt she the one make me angry...is the fat pig....
that time i wanna cool down myself thats y i never talk to anyone...untill the canteen...haha...guess wat happen...there is sum girls fight...between the fat pig n another malay girl...then she was sent in to the office...but wat happen to her i dunno...but at least she was sent to the office...mayb is god helping...thx god...noe u will always there 4 me...thx u....

then i talk bak to my fren...n i wanted to say sorry...but i cant say it out....i try to say when i c them again...which is monday...but those hu veiw my blog...i will tell them sorry in my blog here...n also in facebook...
SORRY MY FRENZ~

still no mood~

today i really no mood
1st thing is my book not yet found...i think is ppl stole it already...dunno la...guess only...
2ndly i never choi my fren today...dunno y...she noe i no mood...but dunno how to make me happy...is ok also...where got ppl wanna choi me la...if i like that...haiz...
sumtime i really wanna be alone...=)
my mom still not yet cum bak...really scared she this sunday cannot cum bak...this is sunday is very important to me....if i never go..is ok de...but next saturday must must go lo...if not i will sure regret 4ever....

very funny lo...
when u wanna be alone those ppl sure cum disturb u...when u hate to be alone...no wan wants u...haiz...this happen to me all the time...haha
aiya...wat i thinking of la...like me this kind of ppl where will wanna cum talk to me la...or disturb me lo...

i really wanna lose weight...but dunno y...last time i eat those food can help me lose...but now...cannot at all...y ah??
no wan noe lo...

oh ya
the 4th thing i no mood about is my PENDRIVE

no mood!!!

today i dunno y i really no mood...haiz...
feel like juz wanna be alone the whole day...
1stly i dunwanna talk to my fren...
then my mom told me she cannot cum bak...
n also my book has lost...i really dunno where i put...i dunno izzit ppl steal it anot...but i rmb i hav it last week...dunno y i cant find it...i really cant rmb where i put it...i really hope is not lost...
today de piano class also make alot of mistake...bcuz no mood...haiz...teacher keep scolding me...say me today very blur wor....haiz...i also im i anot...i juz noe i wanna be alone now!!!!!!!!

i really wanna be alone 4 few days...go to the world which only me alone 4 awhile...then when i feel lonely again only cum out of the world...dunno is there a world call MY OWN WORLD...i think there is...is juz that u nid to find....i really dun feel like going to skul tomoro...but i nid to go to take my pendrive....but my book is lost...but pendrive is more important...haiz...dunno wat to choose lo...wish there were no skul~

thinking too much

i can few my life had change...
mayb the god heard wat i say gua...anyway thx god...noe u always there 4 me...hehe

that guy really very werid...suddenly very good to me...suddenly say wanna bao bao me...suddenly never talk to me...dam dam werid la...4 so long never c him liao...haha
he also very werid...i really tough he hate me the last time we were in the same class...he still say i very noissy wor...but that day...very very different de...he dunno y keep wanna take my no. n also his leg keep sit very very near to me...
juz now at canteen he sit juz oppersite me...i perpestly talk to my fren about another guy that i wrote his hand n i point at him...he tough i point at him...so he keep looking at me...but actually im not looking at him....so funny wan is i perpestly wan...haha....
n bcoz my tie is wif my fren...so i go her class there take bak lo...he were in his class already...then he n his gang of fren...look at me...in the front door there...coz i was standing at the front door there....haha

i told my fren...wat he did to me...izzit really mean those thing...if it is...should i accept??
but now when i ask him thing...he never even reply anything to me...but leave comment in facebook...wat is this mean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH~~~
never mind...i dunwanna think too much...i....ntg to say le...but juz wait...haha

4 so long

4 so long my heart never jump this fast...dunno y...mayb he is really meant to me...juz feel like loosing him...thats y i think....but anyway....heart....stop jumping so fast....i cant stand it anymore!!!!!!
arghhhh....

my mom went out station 4 so long that she is going to cum bak tomoro...but bcoz sky got problem...the airport is close...t.t...she cannot cum bak ah....i wanna cry ah...haiz....

today nothing to do...so camwor...took alot alot of picture...but got sumting use de only take de...hehehe....tomoro got 1 standed 6 gathering...tomoro sure go take picture wif them de...hahan then put it in fb...haha...

nothing to say about le...thats all la...
nite nite everyone...n sweet dream...

hand hurt...

today i started to copy the sinopsis that teacher ask us do...omgoodness la...1 day i already write 16 bab...all also very long...so pain la my hand now...still got another 8 more bab to write...rather die 1st lo...haiz...

today sum1 told me that there is a trip to sunway lagoon water park dry park... n 1 more i 4got where is that place ...haha...but this 3 place only cos 35 ringgit...so cheap la...haha....so cheap wor...of coz go wan la...if no go...then the person is stupid wan lo...hahaha....

this saturday got gathering...also dunno still on anot wan lo...never c the person hu invite us wan on9 also...then also dunno wat happen lo now...haiz...go de hua very sien...no go de hua giv ppl kill...haiz...how leh...??aiya...dun care la...if got go lo...if no then wateva lo...

now juz nid to focus on my sinopsis lo...if not thursday how to pass up leh??haiz...

continue wif the girl's LOVE STORY

they both had not talk 4 so long...that the guy is starting to avoiding the girl...dunno y...she wanted to ask him 4 the reason...but the guy keep avoiding him...so she cant ask him...she was thinking 4 an idea that how can she talk back to him...she still thinking...finally...she think of an idea...few weeks later...she perpestly stand outside his class room n talk to another fren of hers...then she saw the guy cumming up...but when the guy saw her standing there....he did not go in the class but turn around n run away from the girl...the girl turn n look at him the 2nd time...he was gone...dunno where he is...the girl were very very sad n walk bak to her class....she cant listen anything of wat the teacher is saying...she juz thinking of the guy...thinking wat they had been done of the happy memori...n also the sad memori...she rmb she had a book of his...she still kept it...n never use b4...she wanted to use it 4 her diary...but she wouldn't want to take out n use...so she kept it...but another book like the one he gave her...she got angry wif it...coz when she look at the book...she kept thinking of the guy hu did sumting to hurt her...she felt very very sad...

continue next time...
P.S.~girls never let a guy avoid u...but u can avoid them anytime or when u like...

my world my mind my hope

now adays...i can feel that u r running away from me...u think im a monster that will eat u izzit??sorry lo...i dun eat ppl wan lo...i also dunno y u r running away from me...haiz...
wanted to giv up on u but sorry...i cant do it...juz wanna noe do u really like her...coz i really regret...dunno y u like her...or u pittying her...wish u r still singel...wish we were in the same class...wish we were best fren...wish u never leave me...wish u still making me smile...wish u make me angry then make me laugh again...wish u won't like her...wish u were mine...but this is all juz WISHES...never will cum ture...haiz...

now im juz listening that song...the song of lyric,the meaning is really meant to me...but our song...is never appear in the world...