crazy guy...

Today my fren never cum so i have to sit by my own...n guess wat??
bcoz my fren never cum so alot of malay guy sit bside me...n a guy...
suddently he touch my ear n suddently he take a picture of me...
WTH is he??
i got scared of him n change place with ppl else...
wow...
the 1st time MAN!!!!
haiz....

a whole new world!!!

haiz...
today i dont really want to look at them...
think they r not there only...haha
since so many ppl hate me... i really want to go a new place to have a new life again,hate to be here in this stupid skul....
if i have a wish i wish i can go a place where no one noe me at all...hope it will cum ture by next year or as soon as posible...
haiz....

BBQ day...

today v have a BBQ at a friend house...is a youth friend...
v when there not only BBQ, there's badminton n swimming also, but i juz when there 4 badminton coz when i want to go swimming is already raining heavily so i when take my bath then is already BBQ time,so i didnt get a chance to swim.
i was so lonely there...
i wanted to ask a friend to go together with me but i asl those ppl also dun1 go...
haiz...
but i have alot of fun wif the youth friend there...

cant figure...

i think i fall in .... with sum1
dunno is it anot la...coz...
when he near me or talk to me...i dun get nervouse...
but when he far away from me i really want to look at him...
is this call LOVE??
haiz...
n then juz now my fren told me he mayb like a girl in skul...i didnt feel sad...juz feel surprice only??
wat is this means leh??
any1 can giv me answer??
haiz...

hurt me toooo deeply...

just now i heard 1 of my friend hate me very much...alot alot of ppl...
y wor??
y? y? y?
y u all hate me...u juz dunno me deeply...then u all say u all hate me...is not fare leh...
t.t...
when i heard my fren told me i was so hurt that i really want to cry...
pls... noe me deeply only choose a better dicision la...
haiz...

i'm crazy starting this year...

OMG... today he bye to me leh...haha...crazy la me...hehe...
today i play in school...hahaha...so many ppl say me stupid leh...n also crazy...i think i be crazy better then no feeling...haha...that is what my friend say la...
i think i better be crazy every day... like this only can make more friend and also i get to talk to the person...hahaha...

so fast 1 day over la??!!

♥ wow!!!♥
one day so fast over la??no wonder my holiday soooo fast over la...haiz...today surpost to have class at 1 de... but didn't went for it cause my father want to bring us to MID VALLEY...untill 5 only come back...
♥happy!!!♥
today finally can buy the movie i want to watch lo...but still got others la...next time only buy...hahahaha...and then o...my mom called juz now and told me if the next exam i get very good resultshe sure bring me to a beautiful place for shopping hahaha...that time i sure want her to give me RM1000 for shopping...hahaha...too evil la me...hehehe... SO i have to study hard for the next exam lo...
next wednesday no need go school lo... so good...i think it will be 3 day, 3 day no need go school good ah...hahaha...hope everyone will ask me 'y' hahaha...joking joking...hehehe...
♥sad!!!♥
OMG tomorrow start school again leh...haiz...sien o...y ppl must go school leh?? cant born out then is already clever de meh??y must study??haiz...no choice la... god make us like this de la... just follow only lo...
♥end!!!♥
don't know tomorrow WHO will be the 1st want to talk to me leh...the person is...i know u know then can lo...hahaha...

=sad sad sad!!!=

every holiday or week end i always use the computer at night...and my brother use it in the morning...
But today...
he have something to do in the morning to the afternoon...and i have classes in the afternoon...after our class we went to grandma house for a visit...and after visit we went for dinner then we came back...is at night mah...so is surpost to be my turn to use the computer mah...but my brother want to use also...so we had louder our voice...and then my father heard it and came to check on us...
i got very angry... that i louder up my voice at my father...and he scolded me...i was so up sad about it that i feel i wan to say sorry to him... but i don't dare to say it cause he is too scary,scared he will think about it and he scold me again...haiz...

what should i do leh...

=is real not joking!!!=

i have a very best friend in form 1...she was the best friend ever...but,she was so clever that she had go to second class in form 2, n me i'm not that clever so i went in to the normal class...
we can get together in form 2 but recess that time me n her sure go together...

BUT in form 2 my class i meet 2 new friend...they tell me some secret n i tell them some...n this year form 3... because my very best friend had migrated to Australia so i cant got recess with her.... so i had to go with my form 2 friend... and then i found out my 2 friend talk secret to each other without me... make me so lonely...every time i ask them who or what... they either think i'm not there or shake their say no...make wan kill them....
n also 3 of us... me and 1 of them went up to the better class n another stay back the same class...the wan who stay back the same class told another friend that i have change... n when she with me sure say my another friend change...

I just wan to say... not i change... is because she dun even tell me secret, how to chitchat with her...n also...in her eye only have my another friend also no me... so she cant say i change ah...is she the one who don't want tell me, ask them they don't tell me...
haiz....

and another friend also... she went to a better class then me a bit... n make new friend...then recess time she didn't even say hi and juz pass by... it remind me once, i ask her something n she didnt give me a good reply so no longer later i ask her angry she get angry n say 'yala~~~' because her new friend is there so she act like that... haiz...sometime she need my help only ask me... if not she say 'hi' also very hard 4 her....

just wanna know a answer...
don't do that to me can??

}dun think sumting else, juz wanna noe..{ -(IN ENGLISH)

“能不能给我一首歌的时间，静静的把那拥抱变成永远......”
everytime when i hear this song i sure think of a person...the time when i just know him,he always take my name n create all kinds of flower name...haiz... hate that la...n sometime he sure wan make me angry,n make me always talk fighting with him...haiz...
BUT
one day he didnt call me any flower name...just called back my own name...n from that day on... he always call my own name...he doesnt talk fighting with me anymore...n had lees talking with him now... i rather want like last time... fight abit, talk abit, n play abit...
how he think of me?? really want to know...but HOW???

}不要想歪，想知道而已!!!{

“能不能给我一首歌的时间，静静的把那拥抱变成永远......”

这首歌让我想起一个人...在我刚刚认识他的时候他总是那我来开玩笑...每次都叫我各种各样的花名，然后惹我生气，害我一直跟他顶嘴...但有一天他尽然叫我的名字，而且从此都叫我的名字...不在跟我顶嘴，令我很不习惯，还害到我今年没有好好跟他讲过话...很想知道我在他心里是个怎样的人...

HELP!!!!!

haiz...
my phone loss again...
that day friday b4 chiness new year...i was surpost meet up with my friend to play bowling...i pack my cloth n my 2 phone n a beg...after school that time my grandma ask my brother to pass the beg to me bcoz im not out yet...so as he was walking to the gate someone bang the beg n 1 of my phone drop out...he thought it was ppl else phone drop so he pick it up n giv back to the person n the person is pengawas...the pengawas didnt give any respond...he took it n just leave...
just like that... my phone had gone...
i'm waiting my father to buy me a new one...but dunno when he going to buy it...i hope can get it fast or should i buy myself...but i dunwan use my own money...haiz...
HELP!!!!!!!

happy but sad...

wow!! the very 1st time sum1 invite me to her house... coz normaly also plan wif ppl...but this time is not plan is really ask me to go... so happy... we had alot of fun in her house... we have take sum picture,do homework, play on9 game n also we play piano in her house... so fun...
B4 going to my fren house i cant find my grandama or my uncle so i ask my cousin's grandma fetch me to 'ju ren' tuition centre, actually i was thinking go n eat but i saw a hair saloon n went in ask sumting... but end up i went in there n straighten my hair 4 tempolary... it was so fun...
AND actually i was going to meet a fren in this afternoon to sunway but end up we all change the plan bcoz of going to my fren house...n sunway we change to nite... but we never go... coz my fren cant find her way to my house, n also is already very very late,it was 9 30, so we had cancle it...haiz... so sad...
the worse thing is i sms until no money already...haiz...

headache

the blog make me toooooooo headache la... almost die lo...sum1 help me la...help me do my blog la...i sure bcum crazy la...