dunwanna go skul~

i really dun wanna go skul tomoro...but i dunno how to tell my mom about it...i scared she say me again....let c wat can i tell her the reson that i dunwan go skul leh??haiz...i'll think later...haha

juz now my music class de teacher change to another teacher le...1stly i scared...very very scared lo..haha...but then ok le...then when he teach me...my tears almost fall off from my eye...suddently only...the tears almost fall off about 2 to 3 time...i dunno y...mayb is bcoz the new teacher n the old teacher's teknik of teaching...is diffrent...i dun really use to it wif this teacher...but i'll try my best to giv him another chance...haha...
thats y i dun like the teacher hu teach me half then change another teacher...u noe la...got the feel there 4 about half year already then now they tell me change teacher...so sad la...haiz....hope can still keep in touch wif the teacher...

my party

the momment i went up the stage...i 4got everything
so sorry that i didnt did well today...
next week mayb...next week i'll try again...i hope i got chance...haha...hope u all giv me that chance pls...

then i hav a party at home...i open this party bcoz of him...n he did came...haha...but i also feel sorry bcoz that i never talk to him more then talking to other...so sorry...
this will be our last nite...to talk together...i dunno u will cum find me again anot...but i hope that u will talk to me as a fren again lo...

dunno wat to say le...

P.S.~wish u were mine...n make me happy all the time...

bcoz of that guy

omgoodness me...y must bcoz of that guy n change the time leh??
if he cannot cum mah cannot cum lo....
now i also dunno how to make u to cum...haiz...
i asked u...u say ok on that day i actually plan...but...now u tell me u dunno cant anot...on the day next day....
haiz....
now i juz nid to pray god to make a plan 4 me to think how u going to cum....wait 4 my answer pls~~

p.s.~i hav this xxx...is all bcoz of u~

a girl's LOVE STORY

i juz went to the bitch profile...n i found sumting...that he juz open a blog...if i hav not when in to the bitch's profile i wouldn't hav noe that he hav a blog...i saw his profile there writing a story...so now my turn to tell a story...which i juz read....

long time ago...it was in the middle of the year...a girl noe a guy at then...they both dunno each other at 1st...the 1st expression that the girl look at the guy...she tought that he was a very quiet person...but after she knew him...his characters hav change....he bcame a very fun person to her...she think that he can be his best fren...so she try very hard to make the guy want to be her fren...instead of being fren...other ppl keep saying the girl like the guy who's actually not....but she didnt care at all...so she continue talking to him...in class they both keep laughing n joking none stop...the girl feel very happy...bcoz he was the 1st guy that play wif her n makes her happy...but once....the girl did ntg but juz talk to the guy who's actually doing ntg...n she had scolded by the guy...he scolded her:"u r so annoying!!!" at that momment...the girl's heart got broken...she never knew that the guy will tell her that...after recess...the girl never want to talk to him...bcoz of wat he had said...but the guy was wondering y isn't she talking...also,he never think that it was his own fault...he himself makes her unhappy...so he think of sumting...n he tought of an idea...he tickle at her waist...she got shocked n turn around look at him...he look at her n gav her a sweet smile...so she gav a smile bak to him...n she's happy after all...no longer it was thier big exam...they both hav been choosen to diffrent classes...they were both next door classes...after 1 week...the exam is over...n the guy never appear in skul anymore...
finally...exam is over...so as those boring holidays...the girl n the guy when bak to skul...bcuz of those teacher haven seprate all the student to diffrent classes...so they hav to went bak to thier own class room...n wait 4 those teacher's announcement....bcoz the girl n the guy had a long time never talk to each other...so they both got shy n dunno wat to talk about...n they never talk at all...1 week later...teachers had settle everything...the teacher had choosen the girl staying in the class...but the guy was not...he had been choosen to another class which is juz next to the girl's class...the girl thought that he was her best fren...but...she was wrong...bcoz he never find her b4...accpet 4 the 1st 2 time...the 1st time is bcoz that the girl ask him out....he couldn't go n dunno wat to contact her...so he added her as fren in msn...n through there...he told her that he cant go...N 4 the 2nd time...it was a massage...bcuz 1 day he had no mood...he never laugh at all...the girl n her fren's wondering y...but when she got home...she saw her phone had a massage...she open it out...it was from the guy...n she read it...he said:"hey! sry..2day so cold to u..hmm 2day no mood at all......"after she finish read it...she got very happy...bcuz the massage,the guy only send to her.........SO bcoz he wasnt in the same class,n bcoz that he never found her to chat anymore...so she was very sad...that momment she feel was that sumting is missing...sumting hurt her...hurt her deeply...then she found out that she already like him...she didnt tell anyone but her only best fren...
one afternoon....after skul...the girl n the guy were onlining in msn...so the girl find the guy chat...coz she knew that he doesn't find anyone chat...so...she wanna noe that the guy like her anot?? she then started 'hi' as a topic...then they both chat...she ask him wat kind of girl she like...he answered depends...so the girl ask him a question again...she asked him...if got ppl like u will u accpet?? he again answered depend...the girl again ask another question...she asked him that if the person is her will he accpet...his answer was sorry i dunwanna couple now...then the girl quickly said...no no no i was juz joking...n he said:"u were juz joking??" n she replied him...:"er...if is not?" he was to blur to understand everything...so they both stoped the conversation...few weeks later...the girl again ask the same question...but she feel the replied from him is very mad...so she got angry n never replied bak to him...but then...she never get the happiness again like the last time...her heart was all broken...1 piece 1 piece...is very hard to put it bak...
he told her that he dun wanna couple...but end up...he is coupleing wif another girl...1 month ago when she knew that he were coupleing......she was so mad n wanted to kill him...of that was juz saying...she wanna bang him on the next day...but she doesn't hav a chance......
the girl dunno wat to do after that...so she began to think of an idea to 4get about him...n she kept on thinking.......

WELL!! that's the end of the story...i will continue it the next time....
P.s.~girls dun ever like a guy...but wait 4 the guy to like u...