Thursday, April 9, 2009

~if i can cry, i really want to...~

i tought he today will find me n talk to me...he recess cum near me n want to took my drink,but i was so angry at him that i dun1 talk to him...i dunno he notice anot but i very sad about it...he didnt even cum and say sorry to me,or make me laugh...juz pass me by n say nothing...
haiz... y i have a friend like that leh...??
i juz wanna have a close best boy de friend like this also very hard meh??
but now i noe, in the world, all boys are same nothing special...haiz...
i keep telling myself dun1 care about boys anymore but the next day i always wan to talk to a guy...i rreally cant control myself la...
i really want to cry n make a whole new world for myself...dun really want to stay here anymore...hope afther pmr can go australia meet up with best friend or go taiwan or sum where else that no wan noe me at alllllll........
haiz...

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