=is real not joking!!!=

i have a very best friend in form 1...she was the best friend ever...but,she was so clever that she had go to second class in form 2, n me i'm not that clever so i went in to the normal class...
we can get together in form 2 but recess that time me n her sure go together...

BUT in form 2 my class i meet 2 new friend...they tell me some secret n i tell them some...n this year form 3... because my very best friend had migrated to Australia so i cant got recess with her.... so i had to go with my form 2 friend... and then i found out my 2 friend talk secret to each other without me... make me so lonely...every time i ask them who or what... they either think i'm not there or shake their say no...make wan kill them....
n also 3 of us... me and 1 of them went up to the better class n another stay back the same class...the wan who stay back the same class told another friend that i have change... n when she with me sure say my another friend change...

I just wan to say... not i change... is because she dun even tell me secret, how to chitchat with her...n also...in her eye only have my another friend also no me... so she cant say i change ah...is she the one who don't want tell me, ask them they don't tell me...
haiz....

and another friend also... she went to a better class then me a bit... n make new friend...then recess time she didn't even say hi and juz pass by... it remind me once, i ask her something n she didnt give me a good reply so no longer later i ask her angry she get angry n say 'yala~~~' because her new friend is there so she act like that... haiz...sometime she need my help only ask me... if not she say 'hi' also very hard 4 her....

just wanna know a answer...
don't do that to me can??